Seeking Marvel Muses (I will legit bake you cookies for a Bucky, no lies)

[natalia_vdova]

Your Muse: Natasha Romanoff
Muse wanted: Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers, Clint Barton, Tony Stark, Sam, etc etc. Pretty much any of the Marvel muses, anyone with assassin brain-washing baggage. 
Community: PSLs / memes / IMs / where ever. I will pretty much play anywhere at all, so seriously, just let me know what your preference is.
Fandom: MCU / Marvel Comics 
Canon or AU: Mostly interested in canon-based (my kingdom for something post-Civil War), though also down for backstory stuff, what-ifs and AUs that aren't de-powered. Natasha as I play her is by default sort of a blend of MCU and comics backstory, so that's a little AU by default. I've always been interested in things set in alternate eras, too.
Medium: Comics and Movies
Contact via: Here, PM, or IM @ silkenwinters

So, first off, I have totally seen Civil War, but I am MORE than willing to avoid spoilers if someone wants to play that hasn't had a chance to see it yet. I'm honestly down for playing just about anything.

That said, I would freaking love some Bucky/Nat stuff. I ship it with the fire of a hundred thousand suns. I'm open to most pairings as long as we can make it make sense, but I'm also here for platonic bro things, just specify which way you're leaning. I'm also down for starting off as friends and seeing where the SL takes us. As stated above, I generally play Nat with her history with Bucky from the Red Room, but can potentially skip it if you dislike it for whatever reason, just talk to me about it and we can work it out.

I'm writhing in agony with my need to play her, some kind soul please help.

Comments

[natalia_vdova]

I'm totally here for post-civil war pain. I'll admit I was very fond of that option, because there's just something cool about talking about betrayal in classy clothes while sipping champagne with back-handed and not-so-back-handed threats.

Yeah, the split custody of the Avengers certainly wasn't kind to Tony. Steve gets his team of secret Avengers, and Tony has a best friend with paralyzed legs and a Vision with issues and a sixteen year old with homework.

Natasha gets that emotions are complicated, even if she acts elsewise. Given the whole begging Bucky to remember her in public oops so nice of Tony not to ever bring that up thing, she has her own Complicated Emotions. And I just love how complicated things with Tony and Natasha are, because I'm trash. I mean, also, given that she literally puts all of her files online with all of the SHIELD/Hydra stuff at the end of Winter Soldier, I feel like Tony of all people probably has a fair sense of the caliber of fucked up shit that she's done, even if her SHIELD files are likely missing a lot of her history.

And she totally knew about his parents too, oops. Which totally makes me wonder if Nat and Steve had a Conversation about "let's not tell Tony" or if they just came to the same bad decision separately.

But, between the nice clothes and the open bar maybe they can have a semi-adult conversation. Seems like the perfect setup for making awesome decisions, right? This is going to be amazing~

oops, I have a lot of feelings about them

[shwarm_after]

OH MY GOD I NEVER REALIZED THAT NATASHA PROBABLY KNEW ABOUT BUCKY.

Those champagne backhanded threats are going to be so much better, holy shit. Granted, it wouldn't necessarily surprise Tony. Natasha's a sneaky dirty double crossing spy. So her keeping secrets isn't too surprising and probably hurt less than Steve keeping the secret. But he's still not happy.

These two are going to have so many emotions and so many feelings and weird anger/not anger, oh my god.

I'm so excited to play this out now.

[natalia_vdova]

YEAH. She was totally there too, don't give Steve all of the credit for making terrible choices re: friends.

I AM SUPER EXCITED ABOUT THIS.

omg give me all the emotions and the weird anger/not anger.

So, who starts this trainwreck? I can toss something together in my journal if you like~

[shwarm_after]

TONY HAS THE WORST FRIENDS EVER. Good job, guys.

Fell free to toss something in your journal I'M REALLY EXCITED.

[natalia_vdova]

100% WORST.

WELL.

Here you go.

Let's get this trainwreck startedddddd!

Sorry that took so long, and tell me if you want me to tweak anything!